Absurd Imaginings?

Stuck in a place…she did not belong to…a place, where the flesh existed…but the soul was detached…somewhere far away…so far, it ceased to exist at times…ceases to mean something…ceases to make a difference in her life.
Her life…one she did not understand…one that betrayed who she really was…all that she ever wanted to be…but nothing materialized…and her dreams were swept away…to a far-away place…but one that she could reach…only her! Why…she would wonder…why would life inflict that misery upon her…to be able to reach that far-away place…with all her dead dreams…rotting away…un-seen and un-heard by all but her alone…she is left to commiserate…on what could have been…but never did become reality…with her left to wallow in her misery!
Stuck in a time…a time that seems alien…all her notions about life are negated…in this era that haunts her…her and her imagery of life…all shackled away in this time that she exists in…wrong time…wrong place…or absurd imaginings…throwing her to the winds…with every notion of flying in her mind…but nature forgot to give her wings…maybe, deliberately!
Tears…tears that spring from her eyes…trying to drown out the sorrow she feels inside…all the hurt and pain and anguish…her lake of misery…but how does one drown away something that will never end…the lake that will never dry…forever skimming near the surface of her heart…
Pain…pain that she feels with such ferocious intensity…it seems un-natural but it will never go away…a constant existence…a constant reminder…
A moment…one moment that will explain everything to her…make her understand…the sufferings…the hurt…the betrayals…the complexities…the circumstances that have made her who she is today…one moment…that she deserves!
Peace…peace that she longs for…but may never achieve…peace with everything around her…and more importantly, within her!

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